Personal Update

Well yes it has been a bit of time since my last entry into this blog, but life has a way of interfering with things you want to do and leave you feeling unable. Actually I have been busy with battling my ex-wife in court this last week and there was a reset on mafia and I have gotten like zero sleepy creating my normal every day fear, pandemonium, and chaos in that realm of existence.

Speaking of the court issue I think I have finally gotten someone that is involved in the judicial system to actually take a fucking stance as to what is right and what is wrong. The funny thing about this whole episode is that I didn't do or say anything. I sat out in the waiting area while the lawyers battled inside the judges chambers, and then they called my mom in to answer some questions about how the visitations that was asked to observe 'tween my children and ex went. Well it seems like my mom went in there and accomplished her mission!

So I am sitting there in the uncomfortable seat my ass is going numb and I am fidgeting all about trying to stay comfortable when I see my ex walk out of the hallway and she has tears in her eyes. I think to myself, "What does that mean?" and then I hear this loud out burst of blubbering right after she turns the corner and SLAMS the dooropen as she exits. Hmmm..... Very interesting indeed. Well then here comes my mom and she has a grin on her face as she begins to tell me that we won and my boys are set to be with me indefinitely under this emergency order and that of all things my ex-wife has to attend 'Compassion Training'. This is the funniest thing I can think of to send her to she wont learn a thing from the classes, but then again who gives a damn? I just want my kids not to be hurt by her anymore.


Maybe some day she will realize I am not the ass she thinks me to be, but instead I am the man that will do everything in his power to make sure his children are as safe as one can possibly be in this world of uncertainty.